I read about love in books, listen to it in songs, watch it in an endless stream of movies, yet my understanding of it never widens. I understand love about as much as I understand cars. It's a mystery to me but seems to work for other people.
I have so many questions and almost no answers. No one to ask and no one to tell me if what I'm feeling is merely lust, or adoration, or excitement. The truth is I'm scared of love. Of what love could bring and the love I'm not sure I'll receive in return.
Is there any point being in love right now? How do I know it will last? Everyone says young love never lasts. I believe in love for the rest of your life and growing old with someone and marriage for years and years, but maybe I'm just a fool. Maybe I'm the fool. Maybe I'm the naive girl who hopes for the best in every relationship only to be let down. I shall just have to wait and see.
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